Crescent Whirlwind

To the wandering soul within, For a last few weeks, I have observed some changes happening within and outside too. Some things you realize later on, I agree. Some new things enter into your life, I agree. Priorities change, of people, of work, I agree. But while the simultaneous happening is being taking place, how often you just get carried away? How often you really live that moment with the known "you”? Everything in life has a reason and not everything comes for a season. Everything in our life has some place and sometimes the places are things driven. You just have no right on them. Sometimes you find yourself guilty for many reasons, which sometimes are known and sometimes unknown. You get circumvented with the guilty feeling and try to run away from people who you think are suffering cause of you, you run away from your own self. Everything starts bothering you, the "why me?" feeling is up on your mind. Suddenly you feel everyone around is being so erratic. You hu...

Walking alongside the road a random thought strikes the mind and makes me think beyond crossroads…Just don’t know the reason of the mind drift but deliberately its happening. Life is not just a crossroad but there are many main roads, tunnels, underground roads, connecting flyovers, underwater gangways, unending highways, and some naughty pathways too. Now when I take a look back at my life, simply wonder how could I miss them all? Or is it that I just ignored them? Or may be knowingly denied their existence?  Every road is a learning experience .Just that your preconceptions make you think it’s a crossroad. Once you adopt the vision to get the zeal and touch and feel of the newer path, there are so many things lying downside and waiting just for you. Incidences may be very trivial but surely give you the feeling “Yes, this is what I was searching for” And you don’t have to go beyond any horizons in their search. It’s all within. Perhaps like a denied creature. I’m really amazed over l...

Life has taken a bit set back now days...as in nothing productive is happening but the crescent whirlwinds are high.The emotional turmoil is driving me crazy to the walls.A small thing happend in my life and suddenly the circumstance around me  changed drastically.I am now a days forced to accept the philosophy which I never trusted earliar.As in I could never ever guess the practical relevance of it and now I am actually experiencing it.It is so weird when you are left with no other choice than to go by logical way.I denied the existence of some things and those only happening in my life in such a short span.Life is really playing Ringa-Ringa-Roses [:)]  I don't know how am I suppossed to react in this case,so I am just enjoying the very moment.And Yes I am happy ...

Sometimes the thoughts flow so easily and sometimes it is so hard to gather them together.They are like the stars dispersed in the sky and randomly floating through the mind....I could never really guess their significance and I just don't know why??Sometimes things become so erratic and I feel so burst out.It's so hard when you only don't know what's going on in your mind so far...I start feeling left out from anywhere and everywhere.Things which were supposed to be mine are not suddenly mine any more.Everyone is going away or is it simply I am walking away?

Today my own feelings playing Hide-And-Seek with me What I want is so different from what I wanted What I feel is so different from what I felt What I see is just not matching with what I want to see The urge is coming right from inside My own feelings keeping me aside I want something, which will take me for while I need the assurance to walk that extra mile The emotional turmoil is driving me crazy to the walls The hidden spaces are now moving away from the thoughts Somewhere something becomes crystal clear,I feel happy Suddenly something disappears,I feel scary I want to let go some things and wait for their arrival.... May be I never expected those things to stay forever This confessional dilemma is adding to my restlessness What I'm currently looking for is just peace for decades I don't want to go beyond expression of reality I'm just not bothered about the things and their feasibility My mirror image today is now a perfect stranger My gestures have also become a part...

I ceased feeling anything when I accepted the absence of you in my life ! Things are difficult to accept than they actually are ! And once I accept then what remains in my life? The philosophy beyond acceptance was never meant for me... Then by declining the reality what did I get? If the happiness of even from sunrise to sunset was never there in my life, then why at all I am born? If compramise is the only fact left then why not an animal's life? If the emotions only waging a war against emotions then what's the reason I am alive?

Why do some people walk in our life And walk out too as the days pass by? And then why dont they take away those memories too? Why dwell in our mind those memories? why those memories have to itch so hard,come what may... With the blowing breeze new people,new memories and again new pain If those people are never going to stay back in the life why at all do they walk in?? To destroy the little world?